I'm a little overwhelmed lately. I can only do so much in a day. Or maybe in reality, I "will" only do so much in a day. When I was younger, I worked 18 to 20 hours a day, day after day. I just won't do that anymore. I don't know if it's because the mind and body are weak, or if the ends don't justify the means. Maybe if I were living the life of luxury today, I would be more likely to continue to work that hard. I didn't reach the goals that I set out to reach, and now I find myself changing my goals. I'm struggling with the logic behind that. Should a person put everything on the line for 22 years and turn down a different road? More later...