Hello and welcome to Thursday. I've been trying to blog all week, but my dinosaur computer won't cooperate. It's just more in my continuing saga with these piles of plastic. I appear to have gotten a virus. Yea, that's great isn't it? Some jackass can send me a file that will crash my P.O.S.! Just a warning, if you see anything about Malware Alarm, don't be fooled. It's disguised as a fix-it software, but it's actually the virus. Clever little buggers these hackers are.

Honesty, or lack of, is at the root of life. I'm guilty. I lived my life for almost half of a century being honest with others. I might have been less honest with myself, but never with others. After a short stay on the lying side of town, I realize that it's no place for me. The truth is SO much easier. When I promise myself something, I intend to keep my promise to everyone. I can't know me without being honest to myself.

As I plan my walk into the future, I'm basing it on reality, not a dreamworld. I want to be able to trust the information I have. So, unfortunately, I have to decide who I believe. They can't all be telling the truth. I hear one thing from this person and another from that person. I don't know if I can believe any of it. This is something that I have only recently became aware of. I always trusted people. Now, the veil has been lifted and the "truth" about lies is showing it's ugly face. A lie can cause someone to lie to you, and then you to them, and the circle becomes vicious.

Neverneverland... I hear you calling.